Many times..I’m bitten by the writing bug..and I love indulging in it. My content, always revolving around my family, my children. It helps me reflect on my life, to put my life in perspective, to weigh what is important to us, as a family.
All those little joys of life that make it so beautiful. To appreciate what we have, helps me discount, brush off, the insignificants. Most situations are common to every family, what one endures or,enjoys, about parenthood, about life in general.
It sure gives pleasure to one particular fan…Hubby dear. He loves to read what I write. He enjoys the style. It gives him an opportunity to look at simple things in our lives,from my perspective, a Mom’s Perspective!
So, here I am on any normal day, on a walk, or, washing the dishes, or, doing just about any daily business, I’m left with a mind full of thoughts! Don’t we get lost in our thoughts in a jiffy?! Its so easy. An amazing thing this mind is.. the way it flits within a fraction of a sec, from one thought to another. So mercurial, so inconsistent. Happens to everybody. Some thoughts, they are just passing, ephemeral, while some of them are just reminders Oh-I-need-to-finish-that-today. But, what if, you’d want a particular thought to stay.
I get a lot of them…that I’d like to write about.
It feels important! Maybe I realize, I can make an epic of this string of thoughts.
I remembered, the instance when Hubby dear supposedly said something mushy to me..(Well..it did seem like that to my 12 year olds!)
N, one of the triplet, immediately remarked…
”Ewwww….I’m scarred for life!”
It reminded me of the episode from Modern Family where the children are discussing their parent’s grosses in the same context and then realize…
“Isn’t it nice that Mom and Dad are into each other…rather than being divorced or something else”
So, they are ready to bear up with all this..rather than face parents who are not interested in each other.
This made for a very interesting topic for me to write about. We all face this in our lives as parents, don’t we?
Or, the other time when Hubby dear talked to me about meeting an old Friend who had moved away after going through a very tragic event in their life.
I had asked …”How is their family is doing?”
And he had replied…”No .. I didn’t ask . I couldn’t!”
It reminded me of that quote that I had come across recently. A global world’s take on the old world cliché “Silence is Gold”
To be able to speak in many languages is, a Valuable Asset.
To be able to keep your mouth shut in all languages, Priceless!
I got me thinking if, taking refuge in that saying made more sense or, avoiding the topic ,at the risk of appearing indifferent to their situation is?! There is no right answer in this situation.
I’m inundated with thoughts, everyday, every moment. We all are. It’s the nature of our being. It would help us to save, many of them.
But, most times, it never gets to that point, does it?! Maybe you never got a chance to write it down, or use it, because, by the time, you can, you’ve forgotten about it, you digressed, got diverted with something else.
While they occur, while they happen, in your mind, these thoughts, they seem, so well expressed. So coherent. The whole thread makes sense. They fall into place in a proper sequence, doesn’t sound gibberish at all. But, don’t they flow so fast?
Most times, I don’t know where a particular thought will lead to. Sometimes, I start to like a sequence, as it flows. I realize, I want to write this down, But, I forget what this whole idea was conceived of, its origin, what was the thread that led me to think, what I am thinking now.
Oh..feels so clear and well connected but, what was its inception?! How do I come to that point?!
It feels frustrating. So helpless. Oh…I’ve lost it. Now, I cannot dwell on them later, I cannot share them with others and ask for, their take on the subject.
That’s when I got this visual in my head, of something taking notes as our mind wanders. That it would be great if we had a peer for Google Glasses, we could call it, say, Google thoughts!
A gizmo that can record our thoughts as they happen. Sure there are voice recorders, but, for that we'd have to be thinking loudly, soliloquizing, don't you think?! But, who can talk as fast as can you think?!
Remember that story from Mahabharata, in which Yudhisthir, the eldest of the Pandava, is put to a test..by a Yaksha. He has 3 questions to answer. If he’d answer them correctly, he could live and save all his brothers too. One of the question asked to him was..
What is it that is faster than the speed of light?!
His answer: The mind!
The speed of mind..incomprehensible, invincible, to say the least. Would there be a way to record our thoughts onto document or something?!
There are many times that you think of a topic but, don't have a pen to put them on paper. I'm sure most writers face this. I miss it so much. It reminds me of Dumbledore's Penseive!
Someplace, where you can just place a particular memory or a thought, to be saved! Maybe you would want to visit that at a later time, to retrieve it!
Our mind is a penseive in itself. isn’t it?! Like Dumbledore’s Penseive!
Ideally, it is supposed to do that for us, isn’t it?! But, not all of us have this advantage of being able to use it to its potential, do we?! That’s when such gizmos become essential. And I miss such a gizmo! I want something like that..
Now that I have imagined such a gizmo to exist..I couldn’t help but, think of all the complexities, as a result?!
First of all…We’d be breeding a generation that would be thought lazy to start with. There would be mind Gyms! A la Alia Bhatt’s recent viral video!
This may sound trivial in front of this next one.. Imagine if somebody can get hold of that PENSIEVE! A pensieve full of your thoughts, some of which you may not want publicized!! How about it getting into the hands of “Big Daddy”… “Big Brother”?
Then we will end up with the concept of “Thought Police”!!
That…maybe the government would want to stop crime before it happened. So, there’ll be a database of everybody’s thoughts and they are being monitored. So, you could get arrested for thinking something bad. You could have police at your door because you child was thinking of pulling some prank that was not allowed. And the speed with which thoughts can travel..there is not limit to the possibilities.
Shouldn’t one have the independence of being able to exercise their mind as they might choose to? They could be as wild or smart or anything in their mind. As long as they don’t transform those inappropriate, reprehensible thoughts into actions, who cares what one thinks..
Still…it was an amazing thought.